Perpetual Desolation

Seemingly unending
Habbit of destruction
Getting entangled
In the web of unknown

Defining the words as easy
Destroying the one who is lazy
rhyming endlesslessly
recording for futile reasons

Who is gonna read all this
who is there exept me
the one who fills everyone
has emptied himself in me

Leave Her

Leave her, leave her
Right now
She has more pains than
You can ever handle

Leave her, leave her
Right now
'coz she knows that
thats what she wants

Leave her, leave her
'coz she is right all the time
Leave her, leave her
Right now, 'coz she is the
One to survive!

When the memories decay
In the hollow world of clay
More people so to say
Are all not but just a hay

So listen my friends
She is the one with no one
and she wants to touch the son
Like icarus, so let her fly

Leave her, leave her
Wont you just, leave her!

I am sorry my friend
Had to say this to defend
That this the only end
Jim, you can also send

A wish to leave her, leave her
Right now

A Lonely Letter

A lonely letter begins
to end as soon blessings
begins which, ends as a
Story takes turns to the
End of a Lonely Letter

So, fear not, oh children,
the hands of Herek here comes
throws us into the dirty
ocean of life which, has no
meaning whatsoever, thou shall
remain a lonely letter.
Thats your fate.

In the midst of all the philosophical
burpings, we are ill fated so shall,
I say, that which, nothing but
an Illusion. The consciousness is global.
Thou Shall Not React.

-Amen.

Fatal Attraction

Right outside the window
I see a fatal attraction
As the dark coulds pass by
I hear the screams, undying
Such a possessiveness, never forgiven
Admired less, but not forgotten
Stating gravity as a reason
To reach its place
Raindrops approach fast
Towards expecting crops
The breath of satisfaction
of having reached its goal
Few or more blaming the wind
for losing their soul
But journey continues
Earth is round, one place to stay
Make all sticks today
Ahead we have a long way

I am Happy

Smile, eternal power
digging onself deep
discover again and again
reprise, suffocation
miles and miles away
constant grin turned inside out
making things lighter
chasing away the dark clouds
feels light, when you discover
that you truely love her

Eternal Sunshine

Eternal sunshine shine on me
Show me the path to solitude
Shine on those dew drops
Make them glisten along the pavement

Eternal sunshine hold on to me
I need to be bleached
Path is treded by those who evade
Make me one far reached

Eternal sunshine burn me
I need to be blinded
Supress the revoked memories
Steralize the suspicion

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Bring me joy, sorrow, pain and disgust
Burry the requests and rot the wishes
Show me the destiny by mid august

New Year Resolution

Turning the same wheel of the past
Expecting things which are not going to last
Dreaming of a fresh life, falling short so quick
Hiding the anger, portray as sick
Wanting all but needing none
Deciding often not to hurt anyone
Slipping is so easy, easy is to get up
But will to slip again is all you need to mess up
Need to wake up now and be one
Tread the path as an obedient son

Hello Life

Measure sorrows in a pint
Pleasure u forgot to mint
Lost and gained without a hint
Never allow to get a stint

Moans and cry go no further
Climbers turn and suffocate
Flux of light fluctuating
Constancy being a distant dream

Withered warmness at the corner
Cozy winter peels you often
Stand alone like a melted candle
Ticking the seconds you passed by

Reach out for little distant place
Enlarge the world as they say
Spread the depression on the way
You are alone and no one in race

Birds and beasts may welcome you
Sane humans often betray you
Take it as an everlasting quest
Be a human in the next mest

Message to Samara

Encircling clouds of merry times
Leaves happiness around
Fragrance of smooth remarks
Spreads, spills but its bound
There is no us, but you and me
wondering how to fit the maze
Shining glimpse of little laughter
loosen hair comes a bit after
Woven facts never betray you
Dewdrops, winter never call you
Lucid hangouts left unknown
Thoughts derail but no one is out
Little we know about ourselves, my friend
Let little rest but not jest
Easy may it be to inflict pain
With laughter you have more to gain

I want to forget it

Struggle constant
With in me
To overcome myself

Hatred towards oneself
Is paying off quick success
Define random things which
Never make sense
Devoid of the boundaries of
Obligation flies high
Distant black holes scream
Desperate to swallow something
Will I satisfy them or me
Questions stand I go blind

Deeper secrets are rotten
Over and over again, time
"I love you, you heal me
is what I say" says mary jane

Lure, bane constantly haunt
Killer is near his grave
Trust is about to get breached
As the root of soul is being reached

Huh..Again

Lost in a second, gained through struggle
Muddle up things which you can jiggle
Loosen strings which you cant handle
Ashes burn defying all the senses

Memories are rotten, death is hated
Love is no more, again you are baited
Absorbed in yourself blinded by hatred
You seek the truth but end up departed

Queries entwined with emotions burn slow
The threads of a good life are about to go
Create some new is whats on the mind
Will I be let to be of that kind

Jealousy, obsession, possessive compassion
Bleed me inside replace my semen
Lured of some answers which wont matter anymore
I come in circles as if its an ordeal

Write up, scratch up, build up again
Suffer, get insulted, I deserve the pain
Not willing to learn, not willing to obey
I am here again with convoked dismay

Two Stories

Dear dear
Listen clear
Mind is a liar
No one is here

Crook is out with no aim
Break the bubble of fame
Search and look for new game
Pull the lever coz all is same

Deliver the message fast
No one is about to last
Twist the truth till the end
Hide the lust, give your best

Judge me and get judged
Get me drowned or submerged
Pain is mine get it delivered
After all I am at receiving end

Teach me, preach me fresh
Push the brain out and crush
Get me down to few who fall
See me in my ego boil

Scream and howl for the win
Gunning me down for the unknown sin
Truth remains hidden, Who wants it full blown
March along my remains as I lay and moan

Untold Story

Heard often my friend
Never listened to till the end
Layers of meaning hidden
A new view is here to lend

Lost in past, which could have been future
buried inside with tears around
As if it was a triumph over heart
Mocking myself as a poor old creature

Pain I go through when I hear the History
Learn it or tell it, the same old story
Twists around and shock in the end
I was all ears my friend with message to send

Knowing is not the only thing
Reacting is never written on wing
Love is here, no need to sing
Keep no doubt and stop searching

Back to Square One

Illusions encircle my mind
Pretty things, hopes run behind
Promising myself on sand sunken
I am back to square one

I know, I can not live without
Music in mossy air, but I thought
I need you to fulfil myself
To understand 'me' a little help

Lightening without a thunder in sky
Beyond the realms of death I fly
Losing you almost closer to heaven
I am back to square one

Choice and Chance

Arise my soul, rested in peace
For the glimpse of future
You dreamt before

Paved with philanthropic multitude
You arrested some parts
And pasted few new

Hope you seeded in
The lace that beaded
Rest of it was coated
Thats struck in my throat

This is not you imagined
Nothing much I can help
Promises are falcified
When you lose yourself

What "I" deserves

Don't be a slave of the heart
Don't let her harvest the art
Its for your good all this advice
Dont break and say they were nice

For a well prepared man like you
Or thats all you want to preview
Tongue tied in climax you felt
Was that a justice or an insult

Leaping the boudaries of commitment
Which blur the borders of purpose
Promises are more but when to expect?
Instead it is easy for you to lament

Act of disgrace my friend
I have the right to tell you
Because I stay in you all the time
And its time to KILL YOU

The GOD Complex

Another argument to pretend
Another need to roll up memory
Terminal stage remaining the same
Another view in water to subtend

Zapping across the ocean of loneliness
Stating jargon names as only guess
Relapsing often to retaliate the maker
Believing in past, riding the future

I missed so many steps in between
Merry and sorrow at cross nineteen
Where I was supposed to stop
Lost as a drifter without a map

Still keeping myself alive
Breathing very much, waiting to die
Responses just as conditioned reflex
Welcome myself to The GOD Complex

Lesson for Me

See the light spread around you
wait for the waves to hit your ear
till the process ends everlasting
call of the mind is unanswered!
what if you are deprived of clarity
image, sound, mind in a ball!!
what if you have lost it all
never getting back again
what if i dont tell you the truth
even if you know it?! am i being ignorant?
am i being selfish or you are mocking at me?
don't give me smile when
i say that you can't see
anymore!!

Suicide Helpline

Omens are against
truth churned to finest
saving a life so precious
am i selfish oh god gracious

welcome new crisis
for fear no basis
all in the 'Iron' head
so kill the love bud

lend a helping hand
let both sink in sand
burn all the dreams
hear only screams

hand is tied no time to ride
am i alone? others on that side?
whom to call what to speak
what to hide when to seek

no more silence no more fun
need to discuss with someone
trust we need love we pack
to 'hope' we lead and get her back

Repetition

Truth is hard to tell harsh to hear
My life is all about pain and fear
No timely chord played
wishes are ever delayed
lost you at the time i was about to get you
thats what i thought untill i met you
now at the hands and now not
fate made my believes rot
is it me who decides it
or am i just a misfit
My life goes on so do my lines
Things get stagnant and search for rhymes
Things start as none and end as one
so said all sadhu monks and nun
at last the time comes to sum up my views
about You and Me at Sunset with Dews
Wait till the time comes make no haste
I ordered myself to OBEY a REQUEST
realised late that it was too late
i lost you and was that my fate?
now that i know you we both are fine
i cannot grab you and make u mine
how can i tell you that i need you
will that be more selfish than "I Love You"
thinking of future lost in fear
losing you soon and Dying right here
My life goes on so do my lines
Things get stagnant and search for rhymes